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Be everything you are not!!!

Sometimes you can be happy for someone, even if they don't care.
Soemtimes you can be sad, because they don't care.
Sometimes you want not to care and move away.
Sometimes when you move away, you wish you had tried once more.
Sometimes when you think of all the times that you tried, you wonder why it didn't work.
Sometimes when it doesn't, it hurts and you try to reason why.
Sometimes when you try to reason why, you do not have all the answers.
Sometimes when you do not have answers, you want to ask questions.
Sometimes when you ask questions, you do not get the answers.

And then you realise...

...that you can decide to be happy,
but you cannot decide not to be sad.

...that you can't not care,
but not have the strength to try.

...that no matter how far away you go,
it will hurt no less.

...that no matter how you reason it,
you will not have the answers.

So let the tears flow, give up, stay put, and don't think...
that is, be everything you are not!!!!

--shob